Disillusionment

OK - here it is. The big confession.

I'm not loving school anymore. I've found that I HATE working in the kitchen. As much as I love cooking and mostly baking, I am not happy.

I'm disillusioned at this point and floundering. To say that I'm depressed would be a vast understatement.

I am endeavoring to keep in mind that there are so many things you can do with this type of degree. I just have to get through it.

I knew going in that this would be my toughest semester. But I am totally blown away by it.

Thoughts and prayers are needed.